29!!!!!!!!!!

Well as most of you know I had a big birthday this past Sunday.  I have to be completely honest with you all....this was the hardest time that I've had since I had my surgery.  One word...HALLOWEEN!  I have never wanted a tiny little lick, yes I would have just taken a lick, of a snickers bar.  Everyone was hanging out in the kitchen eating candy and I felt lost.  I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do.  So I did what I know....I went to the bathroom and cried.  I know my sweet Allison didn't even know that happened but I didn't know what else to do.  That was the very first time that I felt left out.  It's ok I made it through but I was FOR SURE having a little buyers remorse!  

Well on the super happy note....I lost 4.5 pounds this week!!!!  I was getting a little nervous because I was only losing 1 and 2 pounds every week.  I spent WAYYYY too much money for that mess!  Well I'm going to head to bed!  I had a few people ask about my updates so here ya go!  If you read this leave me some comments.  That makes me feel like someone is actually reading this!  We'll talk soon....